"My Last night affair with P. G." by Paolo Escartafihu
P.G. is the man in control of my life in Terente. He has not been formally identified but is necessarilly a real person. He has a voice and talks to me at night...He calls me his "Peekaboo boy". I don't mind the childish talk play and the arousal games but...he seems to be hiding something from me. He never gives me his address but always addresses me as "Paolo". Though it is my real name I don't get it! I work for Card Radio Hut and I'm on 50 k a year. Part Time Dj. The first name thing made me feel funny after a while! He says: "Oh, I see you, Mimi Peekaboo". I then hide my mouth, all coy, and just show the corners...To let him know I smile the way he did teach me. I think I want out. Met a girl in Memphis, October last year, on my trip to a Soundgarden show and...it's like love only more physical. I think he is aware. I am convinced he hates girls. Last night he got all stroppy about me "going out". I am a real person P. and yes, though my sister Anato' also deserved to "hear', i got away with it but...You still speak and never kiss. P. is a professional man, a big wig in a record label here down in Terene. I know he loved my singing but...I think I wanna try a girl. Just for today. Just for today I relinquish is ascertained prehempsion of my Emotiona. The little box he put on the top of my head is very heavy. Met with Dr. Sam last saturday, I believe he sees the box and he knows me and P.G. gather info on rock groups. I must stop this sheit, I have a real job. Lidee is up from Tennessee for Christmas. I know she heard something about Emotiona and "the other person", threatened! Yes, during the "bathroom scene" when P. was grooming me the way he does so well. "Mimi Peekaboo...show me your chin chin" I feel somehow P. wanted me to be his kid. I am not even sure he needs me. He is in his late 50's I believe, and though the sex is good.....Lidee left, bizarrely silent. I am 20. Port Allegro 9 PM, the real woman in my life appeared at the end of the peer. Maya Sha, hot chick! Just balancing her red duffle bag on one shoulder, hardly able to contain her excitation. I can tell you are looking! The red duffle bag is now full of cash and remnants of our work, our talks and our own jokes are still ring regularly in my head. Maya and I are on and she wants to move to North America too. The address you gave me for Nickelback was almost certainly wrong. P. Yes, I have doubts....Why not give me a call? Port Allegro was just laughter and naked sunbathing...Jealous, Boo?
Anato' has nearly died. Hit by a car last saturday. She was meeting with Sammy to talk about my Emotiona and the reason why my log is now printed and stuck on every street corner as well as the name of my medications. The day we fought was the last day of Season. I have never hit a woman before. I believe the old producer has met with his old friends in Munich...something to do with a cult or a legal court for monitors....something like that anyway but I know the old boys crew is jealous of my child. I attempted to press charges in 2007, somehow the judge in Terente did not take me too seriously. He said: "There is no "P.G" in my book, sir, but a young guy called "18" with too many ticks to be taken lightly, young man.....how many girlfriends have you had this year, Paolo?" I went....only 4. He ticked and the file swayed and looped and met a match. In 1962 a "Professor P. G" went missing from Austria...I wonder if the label is real, if he ever met Eddie Kramer and Jimi Page. The child is fine. Maya Sha and I are now back together. It was a fling, she understood. Lidee is old history. The two of us have agreed to a full year away from bars, for me and a full year in her case, filled with the word amour rather than kiss.
It ain't all about sex, I think this is why I miss you sometimes, Mr. "Big Peekaboo", or the joy of being held by a gentle loving hand on a hospital bed.
It's not all about sex!
Love to all, P. Escartafihu .
from: Paolo, Sao Paolo, Brazil, nightly mixing it loud at "The Popol Vuh Nightclub", also sundays guesting at "A Hacienda", for the best sublimina intent Mix night in the whole of Brazil MindBound Nation and Radio Estrellha's mild evening talks on BRA 91.9 FM for a no control free mind and a free airwave earth! Keep on Rocking, Canada!
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